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March 29 Airy VoiceFor the last three hours, I have changed my habit, which have been kept for two years, into automatic forms that is provided by Microsoft Software. For example, I use Window Live Writer to write, edit, check and publish my blog. At the same time, I use Window Live Photo Gallery to manage and publish my pictures taken during the tours to a lot of meaningful sites online. Although I am a perfectionist all the time in front of everything, I cannot helping loving, praising and appreciating the gadgets, pervaded among the cloud, pruned by thousand upon thousands wonderful guys around the world. At this moment, I realize that collaboration and devotion are the most crazing characteristics of all traits owned by our human beings. Thank you……That is what we need to thanks-give for the convenient brought despite of the nations and regions. And give a helpful website on how to beauty your msn space(Space Techniques) Recently, I plan to extend the categories which I have insisted on to a more memorial style, including science, lecture writing, film, technology, entertainment, development (TED), policy, philosophy, classical music, culture, geography and literature et al... Maybe I will try. I think lecture writing and literature are fit for me because of my current circumstance. In that area, I can think and find more to express what I would seek for. OK. Now, I am doing a presentation about MCDM(MCDM on Wiki) using TOPSIS method. Meanwhile, I am writeing a lecture about credit evaluation by the mean of this method. At first, I do not think about what I can do in this topic. After considering Mr Su’s tips and reading about lots of related literatures, I decided to write a paper for the guideline set by the school. Besides the paper, the production and logistic experiment is almost coming to the end. Mr Zhou gave an assignment using Arena to do a simulatin about any topics. I want to research the library service system for its unqiue. I do not know whether it is really unique. But I just got one lecture after searching the internet for a whole morning, so that I think it may be sort of value for my assignment. In the process, I find a special website sponsored by MIT (MIT Literature Website) available to the persons who can access to the extranet(just a tip), and a software named Endnot(the lastest version is X2, you can get more detail at EndNote X2). Hope you can enjoy it.. That is what I want to say today. Go on to explore the flow of the stream along the riverside… Good night and have a sweet dream. March 22 Requiem Having been to Chongqing for two days, I began to think about what Requiem should be really paraphased to be. With aunts, Rui went to the store in order to buy a new bed. Board on the HU 7161 flight, I knew that I was the adult who should be take charge of the situation at that time. Worse to the worst, we finally got out from the swamp and enjoyed the happiness derived from the aunt's and other relatives' nods. With my best wishes and promise, thank uncle, aunt, grandmother as well as other relatives for your devotion to the special point across our lives. In order to celebrate what we had underwent for the last two weeks, I have and need to say something as follows.
I still remember the scenes which you have done for your family during those three days from time to time. Just like those time, I think that it was the perfect evening at the perfect time. I don't think that it was an accident. I don't think that we are an accident. I think that all persons, including your father, were looking out for us. I think that we have been brought together at this time in our lives for something very special. I can't wait to explore what life has in store for us. I cannot describe in the scope of my language and just send you the most beautiful praise to you. You should be loved, honored, respected, treasured, adored, cherished, longed, and missed by me for my whole life. I thought I would let you know that my love for you is burning very brightly this morning. My heart longs for you. My heart longs to leap at the sound of your voice. My heart longs to be filled with joy by your smile. My heart longs for my love, respect and adoration to flow to you as I gently kiss your hands. My heart longs to be warmed when I hold you in my arms. My heart longs to feel the passion as I caress your face, stare into your beautiful eyes and tenderly kiss you. My heart longs to see our love for one another grow as we sit on the couch and we share from the heart. My heart longs to express my love for you as I rub your leg while we talk. My heart longs to be calmed and comforted as I lovingly kiss and caress your bare arms. My heart longs for me to cup your face in my hands and draw you in for a tender, loving and passionate kiss. My heart longs to feel the sensual passion and desire as we feed each other grapes. My heart longs to express its desire as I tenderly and lovingly touch your lower back. My heart longs for me to feel the love and desire of your gentle touch. My heart longs to experience the sensual passion between us. My heart longs to feel the love and joy of us cuddling and snuggling close. I adore you my love. With all the love of my tender heart, and wish I could deserve your moment.
Good night and have a sweet night. I love you, RUI.... March 11 Radetzky March On the No.331 bus, I said to myself: I would not regret for this moment at all. At that time, I finally relized that I was just sort of a clown, who was teased by the audiences. I do not want to take GMAT. I do not want to take the fake transcript which represented I being a stduent admiited by that university. I do not want to follow what I do not want to pursit in the current circumstance. I do want to Rui being alone without me. I give up. I am sorry. Leaving the gate of office of Professor Xu, I gave up. I was sorry for the technical issues.
Being in the No.331 bus, the first meeting with Rui appeared in my deep mind. I began to think about what I should do and reflect afterward. I was totally affected by what Rui has done for me. Thank you. In the March along the route, I saw a cafeteria name Nanjing Cafe. Affect Again...
Go on doing what I want to do and need to do.... March 08 La Bohème La bohème is an opera by Giacomo Puccini to an Italian librretto Luigi IIIica and Giuseppe Giacosa, based on Henri Murger's novel, Scènes de la vie de bohème. The author's meaning was to reflect the sentiment and love during the process which we craze and pursit for our cherry dream. The detail of this opera can link to this URL(The detail of this opera) on Wiki.
I have been in the confusion thingking my future from last Friday, the day when I knew that I have been in the lists who have the chance to study aborad. At frist, I have my plan depicting the overall notes and movements of my life. I want my own way to live. But I cannot escape the reality what my parents expect I want to be the one in their minds. So many times, I have asked myself the question whether they are right. Every time they say that they would not intrude my life because of I being an adult. However, the promise flatters around the corner of the important crossover and breaks up in front of the helpness eyes. Although in the current time, I do not regret following their guidline, as I met my dreamable girl, Rui, in Beihang. I have told the decision which I have chosen in the Spring Festival, just giving up the opportnuity. In fact, I did not send any letter to any professor that time and ask my supervisor, Mr Wang, to help me to contact with some professors. I do not want to miss Rui. That is what I want to say. I am totally different from the me on 2007. I do not want to live a life just like La bohème described by Puccini. Though I have promised to you again, I will try my best to seize the chance. At the same time, I do not charge the outcome. In other words, if I can not go to America, I just want to say: I am sorry. I will go on living my life the same way as now, with Rui. I do not regret for anything.
Today is Day for Women. Thank you, my mom and Rui. Rui went to the meeting with her friends, while I am still single. I begin to suspect if afterward I will live a life staying home just to wait for Rui's return. Forunately, I still can go out to eat with the guys of 1105, especially Zeng. It is fine that we can live our own life style without doing some shame things. Specially, I find myself a little bit comfortable reading books and enjoying music alone. I want to introduce an ablum:<My Ocean>. This collection is very perfect....Wish you derserve your time
Good night and have a sweat dream. Mom, I love you. Rui, I love you too.... |
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